Fuzzy Brain

It's a quiet night, Mommy is tuckered out from the day.

I am between being patient with myself and moving forward. I am adjusting to a new normal as I did sacrifice a few things in ending my marriage (man, that sounds so heavy writing it out). Ending a marriage is truly a heartbreaking endeavour. Despite feeling more physical pain due to less medication and no more shower massages, I am emotionally healthier. It's the kind of tired I feel I can recover from being with some self-"tender, love and care". TLC goes such a long way.

I also had my first visit to my folks today in a long time. Probably best visit that I have had in years. I even figured out how to mitigate the stress by messaging my mom to say that I am still regaining my energy so please be careful not to pepper me with questions. And it seemed to have worked! I am still tired, but not so bad :) There is healing to be done there. Now it can finally happen. I am glad.